Anonymous asked: no, do you get like As and Bs or Cs and Ds?
A’s and B’s.
How the more you grow from your past, the more those memories fade. The more your life changes, the more people you meet, the more expierences you encounter, the more opportunities you are brought upon…the further your past becomes. Tonight I thought of you. For the first time in since I can remember, I really thought of you. Tears immediately started falling. With every tear drop being a flashback. I looked at the time…three years ago we’d be on the phone at that hour. I’d be listening to your soft spoken baby voice you make when you’re tired. I’d be listening to you saying those three words that I could never seem to get enough of. Those three words that ran my world…I love you, you’d say. Over and over and over. Sometimes crying to me, afraid that I’d leave. And I’d lay there with the silent tears running down my face listening to you. Because I knew I had to leave, I knew I should have left but I loved you so much I couldn’t. I knew I should’ve left the first time. I knew I brought the pain upon myself, but I loved you back. I had never loved something do deeply, so thoroughly and unconditionally the way my heart loved you. You hurt me so much, you ruined my life. You ruined every strong trait about me. You held me back, you lied. Everything was a lie. Except how much I still loved you. I think of the date, that date you asked me to be your girlfriend. It’s crazy how something that used to never leave my mind is something I barely think about now. It’s crazy how I made myself so involved in different things to distract myself from you and it worked. I barely consider you a part of my past now…when you used to be what it was all about. When people meet me, it’s crazy how they have the slightest clue about you. And to think about how at one point, my entire world revolved around you…around us; around every thing I could possibly do to make an us, that never existed. Tonight I thought of you. I thought of how at moments like these you’d be making me feel better. You’d listen to me cry. I had someone to go to to cry, you. It’s crazy how every little thing used to remind me of you…and now, I completely look past it. I turned all our memories into new ones with other people, so I wouldn’t have to think about you anymore. It’s still crazy how nobody will ever know me the way you do, and it’s crazy how much you took advantage of that. I’m older now. I went from being 100% dependent on you, to 100% indepedent from anyone. I created a new life. The hole I dug myself in concerning you, I climbed my way out. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done but I did it. Today, I’m a lot better. I replaced your love with the love from my friends and family. I found myself again. It’s crazy how today, I’m so sure what we had wasn’t love. And it’s even crazier how I know it was something stronger then that. Something nobody understands except us. It’s been 3 years basically. My first and only “love”. I miss you more then I could ever write out explaining…but I know that we are in far different places now. God made us this way, he distanced us completely. But I’m happy where I am now. I’m normal now. And I know you’re happy too. We’re both happy. But I thought of you…tonight. And I cried and cried. I guess sometimes you break down, randomely. Everything piled up is let go. I’ve been avoiding the thought of you for so long now, but I feel better that I actually did. and now that i’ve visited the past, I get back to my reality; focusing on just myself, the present…without you.
Anonymous asked: You are ridiculously fake-looking, doesnt the fact that you have to fake tan to the point of looking like you're at risk for melanoma, dye the fuck out of your hair every week, wear contacts, and cake makeup on--just to like yourself--upset you?this really isnt meant to offend you, but your idea of perfect is ridiculous.
I wish you knew me a LITTLE, to know that I haven’t “faked” tan since the last time I remember lmfao. Goes to show how much you know.I’m naturally tan, I’m brazilian. Second of all, my natural hair is a plain dull black and I haven’t like it since I’ve been in 5th grade and I change it up every few months. I wear contacts because I have bad vision since I was born. I barely wear face makeup unless I’m going out somewhere special. You’re lucky that I even explained myself as a reply to this because I could care less what people who do not know me think. And not once did I ever say I was perfect or anywhere near that. And the fact that you’re on anonymous saying this says alot more about you.
Anonymous asked: your like extremely beautiful and gorgeous and this guy would love to know you better and maybe possibly text ?
Thank you so much :) and hm.. I dont like meeting guys off the internet but maybe get off anon?
Anonymous asked: whats ur gifboom?
Dearrdanielle
Anonymous asked: when you putting a video on YouTube
This summer I’ll be coming out with so much.
Anonymous asked: you look so much older than you are?
I get that a lot…but I don’t really think so lol
Anonymous asked: what kind of grades do you get?
I get good grades.
school-of-swag asked: hey what up
Nothing, you?
Anonymous asked: what bra size do you wear?
a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z :D
Anonymous asked: whyd you guys stop talking ?
Distance, and ex’s.
Anonymous asked: why did you delete almost all your youtube videos?
I’m starting fresh with so many new ones.
